i have been spending a horrific amount of time thinking about my job, the amount of hours i'll get to sleep, how much i don't want to go to work anymore, and alot of other things that does not really matter, holidays, fun things to do. I still don't really get enough sleep, I want to do too much but there's alot of planning and thinking, not much doing.
I used to love going to work, but alot of things has happened at work to make me feel very disappointed and unmotivated. It seems very silly to quit now seeing the current situations. I also seem to be getting sick more often now. I need ventilation. I keep inhaling the smoke from the oven at work, that can't be good.
Some of the things I've done recently,
Tommy took the picture, not i.